No horns!

My pregnancy blogging was short lived.  I was too frazzled once she was born to even write a sensical post on facebook, let alone a blog entry.
I am having such issues with breastfeeding, it's insane.  Right now I am exclusively pumping.  She breast feeds for fun and sleep but not for food.  We have gone to lactation consultants, talked to la leche, every person I know who has ever breastfed.  It's been a disaster.  I just ran out of frozen milk and have  had to supplement with a few ounces of formula for the past two days, it's hurting my soul.
I'm pumping as I write this.  I pump a lot.  I was pumping every two hours with on ly a 5 hour break at night, but I got lucky in the sleep department and get a 10-12 hour break at night.  I'm sure if I woke up after 5 hours to pump I wouldn't have a deficiency in my supply, but I can't bring myself to do that anymore.  I need sleep.  I think the sleep depravation in the beginning was the worst part.  I felt like I was dying.  She won't sleep during the day unless someone is holding her.  Which is fine, but she was doing the same at night when she was a newborn. That was horrid.

Liver-what?!

So I feel like I'm having Rosemary's Baby.  I can't stop eating liver.  Dinner last night, liverwurst and mozerella on italian bread.  Breakfast, same.  Lunch, same shit different bread, and for dinner I'm having Calves liver and onions.  It's out of control.
I'm watching Dear Buck .  I <3 him.  Anyway, yeah liver, it's obscene, I just can't stop myself.  Soon i'll be eating bloody steak and having a gang band with the devil.  I just wish this baby would come out soon.  Due date is 9 more days!  I bet I'm late...
I just want to get this over with, I'm achy and tired and gynormous, and i'd really like to meet my baby.  I'm more nervous that something is horribly wrong with her, and she's going to come out deformed or with horns or something awful.  I had my last scan in the begining of the month, she was like 7.5 lbs, but everything was cool, no horns or deformities.

My Blog

So, I decided to start a blog.  I am just that important, and my opinions matter so much that I will take up virtual space spewing my nonsense.
I really have nothing to say at the moment, I just wanted to get something up here real quick.